Wednesday, November 23, 2011


just got home from the school pub. We only left because it closed. I was with that guy I keep mentioning. We're gonna call him Flip-flop from now on because it matches his personality. So I was with Flip-flop, Ginger, Hippie and Mush at the pub and we were there for like, five hours. Turns out Flip-flop's actually a really cool guy when he's really drunk. He becomes easy to talk to and everything. Just like.. normal. And he didn't say anything dick-like at all! I said I'll probably go back to the pub every Wednesday (I don't drink, but it's half-priced wings) and he asked if he could come. I said sure but told him he can't be getting wasted every week. I figured it was the right thing to say, even though he's kindof a sore to hang around when he's sober. I've already known Ginger but it was my first time hanging out with the other two. Pretty sure Mush is the same always but I think Hippie may be less immature when he's drunk (not sure though, since I don't know him too well.)

Anyway, tonight was pleasant! SERIOUSLY not looking forward to class at eight in the morning. I'm supposed to be going to the gym with a friend but it's soooooo not happening. I actually feel really guilty. I don't know, maybe it'll end up happening, but I'm highly doubtful. We'll see!

Tuesday, November 22, 2011


Rough copy for my 2D class! Will be painting it on illustration board.
been a while! I stopped writing about my daily events it seems, and I don't like that. I've got some catching up to do!

So, what's happened? That guy I've given up trying to befriend? I was going to the pub with a friend and I ended up inviting him only to be polite, since we were blatantly discussing our plans in front of him. So he came along and I was less than pleased because of the whole mood he gives to every situation. Anyway I was having wings at the pub and got something stuck in my teeth and was trying to get it out for like, ever. I went at it and at it and he said a few things about me just leaving it or whatever but I kept at it. Then, out of nowhere, he's like, "who are you trying to impress?" in like a super attitude-y way. I was like, whoaaa, buddy. Seriously? I have to be trying to impress someone for this to be justified? Okay, in that case the only reason I ever bother to bathe or brush my teeth is also because I'm just trying to impress someone. What's the point in washing my underclothes if I'm not trying to impress anybody!? He's a fucking nut, seriously. And paranoid, too. While I was trying to get the pepper out of my teeth, I was holding my phone CLEARLY SIDEWAYS and I was CLEARLY jaws open, other hand down, looking into the screen of my phone. Meanwhile my other friend is texting his girlfriend and this guy goes "are you guys messaging eachother?" Yeah man, we're blatantly sharing secrets via text while you're right here with us. WHAT the fuck.

Also this one "friend" I had made, I really can't stand her. All she ever talks about is her boyfriend, shopping, makeup and cheerleading (if she's not too busy complaining about something or another.) She's the type of person where you ask her how her weekend was, she goes on and on and on and never asks a thing about you. Ever. We never talk about anything that doesn't concern her. All I ever do is listen to her bitch and moan. She's unbelievably spoiled. Rich, and gets all angry when she doesn't get what she wants. She feels entitled and she fucking sucks. Anyway, apparently she finds me annoying, which is straight up retarded because ALL I do is listen to her in her valley girl accent. Besides, anyone who knows me knows that I'm actually great, so she can fuck right off. The point is, I'm done with her. That felt good.

I wanted to go back on birth control. Not because of my cute little scare but because they REALLY help with cramps. I called for a renewal of my prescription but they won't do it for me until I go in for another pap test! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THAT WAS THE WORST EXPERIENCE EVERRRR. SO, now I either take the horrible HORRIBLE pap test and get my birth control and blissful two-day periods or NOT take the test and have horrible, painful, seven-day periods which make me miss a day of college each month. Brb, crying.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011


I'm back from reading week. Coming back here after being at home was difficult but I think I'm used to it already. It was so nice waking up in my bed every day with Alex in a room full of sunlight. I can hardly wait 'til Christmas!

We went to a bar on Friday with some friends. They had all dressed up. We weren't in costume so when people asked we just said we were going as "that" couple. I'm really disappointed! I had no idea we were going somewhere for Halloween so I didn't bring my costume with me from Oakville. I haven't worn it in two years because I didn't get the chance to wear it last year. My Halloween is getting more and more nonexistent each year. This is it though. Mad Hatter. Super cute, right?

So, I mentioned in an earlier post that there was this guy I've been wanting to be friends with. I thought I was making good progress and I thought he was just shy, but last night we hung out with a couple of other girls and he was so weird, I think I might just have to give up on him. He doesn't contribute to conversation at all. I don't know if he thinks that we're not talking to him but that doesn't make any sense, we're there as a group and he's like right in-between us, he was totally included but he said nothing. He doesn't say anything unless you address him directly and even then he provides very little information unless you ask. He was so distant and disinterested. He literally did not talk on his own accord unless we were talking about drawing. That's the only time he ever has anything to say, when it's about school (basically drawing) or an assignment (basically drawing) or drawing (drawing.) The deal-breaker for me was when he put his headphones in. I was like, REALLY? Why are you even here!? I thought it was so rude. But I swear, that's just the way he is. I know that if he didn't want to be there, he wouldn't be. The whole thing was painful, I just wanted to leave. I'm not going to ask him to hang out again, so unless he asks me, I guess that's it.

The weirdest part is that I have him on Facebook and we banter a little bit back and forth there, and he seems funny based on comments he makes on my photos, and he does tease which is a good sign. He's got personality online, but offline he's dreadful. I don't get it!

Anyway, I'm off to write my midterm!